I feel worried that my brain is just a fool in your sick game so I will never open my heart. I try to express how I feel but it changes every day and so I'm finding it hard. Let's take life nice and easy and we could go somewhere breezy. But it gets so complicated. Everyone I fucking hated is in this room! And I need to get away and I can't escape. And I was thinking today that I should think about taking my life to a higher plane.